i went to the doctor. i was rly scared but it was ok. i mostly sat around for a while. then my doctor came and we told her what was up. my joint pain, the hair, etc. i'd lost weight since i last came so she made my grandma leave, and asked if i did that on purpose. i lied and said no cause i didn't want to get sent away for having an eating disorder. i did it for... certain reasons ;3

then she listened to my lungs. and she touched my spine to see if it was crooked. that felt rly nice... but my spine is very straight it seems. and then she said i'd have to get my blood drawn to check my testosterone levels. but my appoinment was at like 4 so we couldn't do it that day. then my grandma took me to mcdonald's.