it was my 17th birthday. i was supposed to do something else but the weather didn't allow for it, so i went to this arcade with my mom, my brother, and his dad. i tried to play dance dance revolution but i hadn't played it in a long time so i sucked. after this i spotted some cute trans girls... i wanted to talk to them so bad ! they all looked so cool !! but at least one of my family members was like 3 feet behind me at all fucking times. this isn't helped by the fact that i carry a plushie with me and i look and sound like i'm fucking 13 years old. trans girls already have people accusing them of things just for existing. so it makes sense that they wouldn't talk to a girl like me, even if they wanted to. i hope next year i'll make some friends so i can go places in public and maybe girls will be ok with approaching me. such is the lament of the young-looking lesbian chaser.

then we all went out to dinner at my fav restaurant which was nice.